Waterproof; Nothing to Loose

Yesterday was really nice because my dad and Aunt's boyf went out shopping for technological items whilst my Aunt and I went down to the infinity edge pool. it was such a beautiful moment because while my Aunt was reading on the sunbed I was the only person in the entire pool (really long) and I just swam slightly following the curvature of the curves bcus love all your curves and all your edges; all your perfect imperfections. V invigorating experience just sitting on the outer edge thinking: how it do it?? how water vanish like dat?????? Also having my hair in a bun to prevent chlorine damage felt v revolutionary bcus by exposing my neck There was more opportunity for the cold of my soul to leak out and permeate, hopefully superseding the abhorrence of the radiating heat <3 However I was so grateful for the glacial coolness encapsulating me <3 Thereafter, I exited the perpetual phenomenon and allowed the aqueous droplets of chlorine (chemically intertwined with at least a few molecules of water) to evaporate whilst I read the epistolatory novel The Colour Purple by Alice Walker which is probably the most abhorrent book ever written in the worst possible english (but it is effective to illustrate poor education).

In the evening we met two of my aunt's friends at a mexican north indian restaurant and I could c the c!!!!!!!!! Before sunset the horizon was encapsulated by ships which ruined the view; after sunset their lights illuminated and I forgot they were even ships: the illumination echoed a distant city. I ate three huge fajitas with lady fingers curry which was actually a nice interspersion of flavours lol guys you actually have to try a curry fajita. Or pancake. Omg I want a curry pancake :(:(:(:( haven't even had one for years :(:(:(
Fav moment: sipping at my 'virgin pina colada mocktail' bcus not an alcoholic and I don't do porn bcus thats rude and for inebriated sinners who don't even worship satan much.

Although it was satanically hot I liberated my locks from their encapsulation in my bun whilst watching so many planes flying above, thinking wow there's so many people who could be leaving from what was possibly the best experience of their life; there's so many people in there who could be leaving for what will be the best experience of their life; soon that shall be me. And I wonder will anyone gaze upon the plane I'm in and wonder where we're going and what has become of us; what may become of us; what will become of me?
And yes the blurry circles are lights from the ships, not the hazy lines demarcating the delicate ambiguity between life and death

So anyway, today was our penultimate day and revealed v revelations for me because I discovered I seem to be immune to the repercussions of immersion in the aquatic abhorrence of water?? We went to my aunt's friends house and I was standing by the edge of their pool, which was like a tub: it was not flush with the ground; it required stepping over and into. This lady who was intoxicated due to alcohol absorption said to me: "ok so sit on the edge *as she forces me doen* and make sure you don't have your phone in your pocket" as she surreptitiously slided my phone out of my pocket whilst she simultaneously slided a screaming me - head first - into the depths of the pool. Of all days, today was the only cloud day, (should have seen the proleptic pathetic fallacy) thus I spent five hours in soaking wet t-shirt and jeans until I got back and changed :( Although this was the epitome of 'peeeaK', especially when exacerbated by everyone's laughter, somehow my hair stayed dry?????????????????????? ((except the ends)) which awed all the people so guess the joeks on them :}

This is probs a result of taking hour long showers when washing hair: perhaps it's learned not to actually absorb the initial layer due to the superficiality of the initial spray??

Although I v dislike social gatherings there was this v nice australian lady from Melbourne in australia who is an English teacher!!!! This, we had v nice conversations about Mockingbird and Friends and dystopic allegories <3 it's so interesting learning how although the cultures and systems are so far apart and different in many ways, there are so many parallels despite being so far away.

I'm gonna miss this view 💔 most beautiful thing to not fall asleep to bcus so pretty and distracting 💙