Snowprints in the Sand

Another v nice word up there with catharsis its the concept of acting selflessly; self-sacrifice for others Do you know what its like to have someone criticise your every step, every microcosmic fragment of a movement, every action you inadvertently burden until you begin to chastise your own thoughts?? This is who my mother is ostensibly marrying. Here are some frustratingly hypocritically things he says plus comments I would riposte, had I, the audacity: 'did you boil the kettle????? you're wasting money by filling it up all the way' - ok it says min 0.8ltrs and the hard water limescale has clouded the lucidity so you can't tell when it reaches it. So sorry for not being able to judge this minimum value by the weight alone or the metaphysical aqueous forces but evidently the divinity Poseidon was not by my side bc this subversive domestic corruption that is this slight overestimation is surely paralleled to regicide!! Someone hit up ma home g shakespeare bc seem...

Pretty sure I feel this emotion nearly everday, bc literally immediately after every spoken exchange I participate in I invariably lock my mind in a cycle so deep I actually see the person I was talking to comprising replaying the abhorrence and modifying the all the things I should have said to create the ultimate balance of sass and wit It's unequivocal that my life is mostly dominated by words, hence my love for english bc if I can master that I can basically rule the world (at least where they speak English) But there are also actions I should have taken, moves I would have maken, had I the audacity. There are so many things I would kill to relive with foreknowledge, but please enjoy an evanescent delve into the deepest and not so decadent segments of my cognitive processes.  Wednesday 3rd September 2012: the tenebrous  hand of regret maintains its gentle fist around my heart, just tight enough to suppress a tenuous pain with each pulsation, but just loose enou...

When consumed by the contemptuously irrepressible oppression of malevolence, there will always be benevolence, however diminutive Disclaimer: I hope to recompense my recent surge of malhereuse blogs (so sorry guys I hope you will forgive me after this). I haven't had a particularly bad day, just the abhorrence of the heat depresses me so much lol ELSA ETERNAL WINTER WOULD BE USEFUL RN. In fact, I haven't had such perpetuity of elation since georgerai informed me our sadistic form tutor is leaving at the end of this year :') so amidst the abhorrence, I wish to exemplify and captivate the essence of the recent moments - however ephemeral - that constitute benevolence: You go to make some tea and in the vacuum of time it takes to boil, lol I will never know how long it is bc time just looses its value and it kind of slows but it doesn't feel long bc when you're lost in the midst of your mind the elongation retracts like the elasticity of the time entrapped in you...