Snowprints in the Sand

GUESS WHO'S HOME GUYS THATS RIGHT THE DOODLE HAS RETURNED and I'm back in my old room and the first thing I did was press my forehead against the glass of the bay windows (see blog when I left for the final time and notice the framing) and shed a tear watching it parallel with the rain losing the race but all I could think was I feel safe for the first time in a year. It's so good because things are different now as I said I knew if I ever returned Id be a different rafadoodlie but boy I had no idea that I'd be leaving him behind forever the second I walked out that door Its great becuase the house is so quiet even though there's five lodgers (totalling) seven people plus two dogs and a dragon and I'm so happy seeing Christine and the dogs everyday :)):) I moved back last sunday and I saw christine in the kitchen and I just said CHRISTINE!!! and we hugged and I asked her how she'd been; its always a risky move pulling the how've you been because you kn...

Hello if you're reading this welcome to the new and improved blog and congratulations for I have divulged this clandestine affair that is this new url After everything we've been through toghether I figured I needed a fresh start to reflect my current state so say hello to snow prints in the sand The inspiration came from the song 'footprints' by the Sia queen but with a Snowsephinic twist: the snow, ofc, alludes to my lost snow queen and how I will forever see her as long as I know the snowclouds eclipse me and make me fuquen vitamin D deficient yeah lol idk if I told you but bc I never leave my house my vitamin D levels were about 10 (v v v severely low) so I had to take 50,000 units of it a week for a few months and it shot up to like 100??? I feel there is a deeper message to this deficiency though but I just cannot solve :( also notice the surreptitious pathetic fallacy with the snow representing the coldness of my soul, in contrast to the sand which is associ...