The Darkness 🌘

Drank two cups of green tea; the repercussions of caffeine are taking place since it's 2am and I want to sleep so bad but gotta pea and restless because adrenaline & exacerbation of anxiety 🍵

I love autumn because of the exponentially diminishing daylight displaced with increasing darkness. 🌌 Night is my favourite because I just feel so awake and alive 🌠 although one usually sleeps when it's dark which is probs why also because sleeping is like probs my favourite thing. 🌃

Dark & I have some good memories together :/) - one of my favourite times was this day 3 weeks ago when I went to see the drama lab production at school: it was 7:10 pm, thus I had to run because the performances started at 7:30 and I live over a mile away. Okay usually I am repulsed by anything remotely resembling excersise, but i must admit I enjoyed rebelling my abhorrent perceptions. I was wearing my warm red jumper which I love and loathe because it's so warm but the head hole is too small and it takes FOREVR to get my hair out of it without ripping it all out \|/ okay and the gentle wind was benevolently blowing my hair IN THE CORRECT DIRECTION thanq lordé🍂 out of my face 🍃 and I was in a state of nostalgia 🌷 because I was listening to ARTPOP which I got for my sixteenth birthday (last November); It reminds me of Christmas OMG I WANT IT TO BE CHRISTMAS 🎄

One must be a nyctophiliac 🌉 ugh h9 day bc that's more than h7

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