I think i'm a sociopathé : )

I manipulated the hearts and feelings of those I care about today purely to incite tension and provoke drama.

AND I FEEL NO REGRET; I FEEL NO REMORSE; I FEEL NO REPENTANCE.

Initially, there were ten people in our French class; today only six remain.

Deserces the qt was like no :( who else is dropping out
Will was like: Raf is going to lols rofl
Deserces: hahahhahahahahhahhahahahhhahahhahah hahahaa haha aha ha a h /..,.,.. .. ,,s,.zx,c..,asmd .,gvm.dx,v ujm df sSERIOUSLY>><Q?>>>???!
Me: *joekingly* yeah soz

After trying to convince me to stay, our debate got to the point where it was too late to turn back on my word becuase I actually began to believe it...
The following period we stepped into peter pauls class which is literally a meter away from deserces' and he was like RAF I FORBID U FROM QUITTING. HOW HE KNOW THIS?? This lead us to assume that French people have some sort of telepathy. This was further corroborated when I went to the toilet and waved to my year eight fans in kilcoynes class and then he saw me and ran out of his class while teaching just to convince me to stay. He stopped his lesson mid-sentence just to do it :3 omg I love the french teachers <3 But all I could say is HOW YOU ALL KNOW THIS?????????

My theories:

Deserces left the class surreptichiously whilst we were working but turned left, hence informing kilcoyne. Subsequently, Kilcoyne left the cripps and externally climbed into pietropaolis room to inform him of the abhorrent news.
or
when studying a MFL at university, part of the course consists of telepathy with fellow mfl teachers.
or
Learning foreign languages improves your hearing. Fun fact: my mother is a tri-linguist :3
or
BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU
DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER
(George Orwell 1984 allusion omg I actually loved that book I remember it so vividly bcus I literally spent the entire last two days of my summer holiday reading it just to spend an all nighter doing the a level lit homework but wow)

But yeah I told them all I was missing drama :(. Undoubtedly The Greenaway probably knows by now AW GREENAWAY <3.

I think this may have hinted subconscious revelations: I loved drama, I miss year 9/10 drama so much, but I know I lack the confidence to continue it. Hence, I took four essay-based a levels. However, the whole point of learning a language is to communicate and verbally speak it with other people. Unfortunately, this would involve speaking to new people bcus I dont know many french speakers at present, and I have a strong aversion to talking to new people- the thing I hate most about sixth form is being coerced to talk and work with the external people. Just talking to them is hard enough; speaking to new french speaking people would be even more trepidatious!!

NGL though yesterday I was genuinely considering dropping out of my school's sixth form because I thought If I'm going to ultimately become a hairdresser/ masseuse, these a levels are irrelevent surely

I think Im a sociopath becuase I feel more remorseful when I told mrs Greenaway I wouldn't be doing any of the drama productions anymore than lying to my favourite teachers. In cold blood. Frozen.

LET IT GO
LET IT GO
CANT HOLD IT BACK ANYNMOREE
LET IT GO
LET IT GOOO
THAT PERFECT GIRL IS GOONE

Can't believe gone girl is an 18 :( :(::( not surprised tbh though after reading the book I think it shoudl be a 34 at least bre porn and violénce

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