I Love Thursdays

Well usually no I don't becuase double sprec (sport and récréation) between break and lunch which consists of me sleeping on the bike situated next to the pillar so that the teacher doing yoga with the girls in the corner can only see me when he hangs them upside down from the ceiling. Subsequently, I pedal backwards so there's no resistance. Thus, I create a facade of working out but minus the #gains #bulk breaking of the fragments of what I call 'my muscles'. Aw I miss Miranda can't beleaf there are only two more eps ever :(:( Anyway skived it today lol & typed up all my psychology notes from the lesson today. Psychology is so weird becuase although its a science, I find it so interesting and the lessons are so fun and the teacher is so nice and good and I sit next to Jack <3 and its so amazing and unlike anything I've ever done before. I thought it was my odd subject out in my A level combo but acually it links quite well with eng lang which links (extremely vaguely) with eng lit so basically french is the awkward subject in the combo. And also I printed out lots of stuff but the hole punchers in the library don't have the thing to make the holes all in the same place and :( so yea peaK tYmes 4 mE

Okay so I Love Thurdsays (today at least) because of the walk home!! Don't finish until 5pm because concert band, and after an hour of unsatisfyingly trying to play 'Highlights from Frozen'; failing to play 'Highlights from Frozen', I have to listen to it whilst walking home!! And I love it because its so dark and cold and the gentle aggressive wind blows my hair in the right direction and I can smell the herbal essences and the snow glows white on the mountain tonight; not a footprint to be seen

A kingdom of Isolation

And it looks like I'M THE QUEEN

Howling like this swirling storm inside, the wind makes me so cold; but my hair is the BEST insulation, thus I'm still quite cold but

the cold never bothered me anyway 💃👗🎽💎❄️⛄️❄️

Also today I took a slightly different route home!! Literally so exciting for me because I was on the edge of the park (outside perimeter) and bre scary; I would have been soiled with sweat from adrenaline had I not been so beautifully cold. <3
Ngl my fav weather is when its cold and there's a gentle breezerai and I can feel my hair pulsating and undulating against the back of my suit and then I wish I had straight hair or a white braid like Elsa's but then the undulation would look dizz so peak times for me
Also for the past week I've really been over using the colloquialism 'peak'. Furthermore, I have discovered that it is not interchangeable with 'optimal' :(

Also - bar sprec - thursday is one of my best days because No French!!!! my only lessons are psychology, maths with mrs minai and Eng Literature. French is such a burden now, honestly I wish my school taught media studies or creative writing bcus I no longer enjoy french. At GCSE, every lesson it used to make me so happy hearing my teacher's beautiful voice when speaking French - I honestly had to conceal my smile every lesson. But now it's become such a burdensome effort/chore. It seems by choosing what I enjoy for A Level I've revoked any future possibility of enjoying them recreationally: Reading is no longer for pleasure cuz nobodi gwot tyme 4 dat; I fear French will always be no more than a subject. Also French is so stressful becuase I have to speak and its bre triggers anxiety and its the only time in my life I appreciate being asian becuase otherwise every cell of keratin in my body would turn red but ay always wanted to be ginger. But then It already looks ridiculous bcus length and that would only exacerbate it x100 bcus asian. Y I SO ASIAN. Although, I could easily look 100x more asian by participating in Movember and shaving my hair v. nice v. cool v. sweg

ALSO BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD TODAY!!!!!!
OKAY SPREC teacher's form is two doors away from mine so I basically had to take a detour to bikini bottom and back (Spongebob allusion). However, I walked in just as the teacher called my name in the register!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Never felt so powerful in my life. Except when I got my braces off and licked my teeth for the first time <3

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