Trandscension

sorry pls absolve me of my sins for my absence has comprised but the most divine of repentances 

OK SO ICELAND::: I'm sorry I haven't blogged about it but it's just too beautiful for words and I just cannot prets the publitsh :(( its probably my favourite country in the world will deffo live there when the revolution subverts 

Results day was surprisingly benevolent: one was literally shivering with anxiety on the bus; I was so high on adrenaline pretty sure I was almost sick but I got BBBE only like 3/4 marks of AABE so s/o to mother for forcing me to move like 2 weeks before exams nice 1 what is 

The final episode of Humans was good and I particularly loved is the subtle undertones of equality when one of the main motifs/ themes is prejudice & inequality: the ethnic diversity is presented quite overtly but done in a such elusive way as to say this is not the abnormalities 

Yesterday we went to my dad's friends daughter's wedding and it was v v nice: don't think I've ever been to a church marriage and it was so nice but sad seeing how faithful these people were to their religion; I wish I could be like that bc imagine being religious you'd always have someone to blame so when there's so many eyelashes you could just blame this godly patriarchal power yet you'd never thinq wtaf am I doing what is the point I'm gonna die and so will everyone else so ???????¿???¿ no ones gonna remember ffs bc they with have an ultimatum goal and aspire to the afterlife whereas atheists are condemned to this abhorrence. Also though y they pray to Jesus when he wasn't even Christian 

It was so insightful seeing the extent of these people's piousness: after the vows the bridesmaids grabbed hold of the brides shoulders and screamed THANQ GOD FOR THIS LOVE THAT TRANSCENDS ALL OF SPACE AND TIME AND THE HOLY TRINITY WITH THE DIVINITY OF THE JESUS LORD MAY YOU BIND THIS MARRIAGE THROUGH the hellish Flames and ETERNal damnation and the fires of urabia may penetrate THINE SOULS AND SHRED THEM LIKE THIS CONFETTI THROWN BETHINE THE souls of these feets beneath pressing closer to the underworld with each untraceable footstep

COME, THICK NIGHT// PALLL THEE IN THE DUNNEST SMOKE OF HELL 

IF YOU DURST DO THIS, y u do \|/ 

Ever get the feeling everyone u trusted is is secretly a satanist :3

ok SORRY tbh satan or sacbeth may have pressed his cloven hooves laden with my mothers smokey coffee dripping into my souls thus controlling  I definitely heard her say transcend but that's probably the only legit part of this passage sorry who's sacbeth u ask well so do I 

AND YES U THAT READ RITE I AHVE MULTIPLE SOULS not split like volemorps horcruxes the basic bitch but as that of a boy
Who, for the very first time
Just how dark he runs inside 

lol sorry I get a little delusional at night x it's the only time I truly feel free
Twot plitst: it's not even the day/ night 

The hymms were actually TUNES deffo gonna hit them up on spotify and also this person sang all of me :((( such a quintessential summer song to cry over on those sultry 3ams 

Then the reception was nice there was alcohol for th drunken intoxifying sinners but I stayed loyal to my rose lemonade and apple and raspberry j2O 😻

so my dad and I just hovered around for a while like the invisible invasions of space we are but then there was this lady whose son went to NSB!!! But he's like in year 15 now so idek him but I remembered speaking to her in September 2012 and idk y but I just remember this time bc there was such a pewter framed threshold between the final day of September and the first of October also gangnam style 
Lol I remember in year 10 DT when the teacher was like 'give me two properties of pewter' and I was just like 'um cold and long' this was legit x

I'm so excited bc when I was in Iceland deep replied to my iMessage saying he'd like to see me!!! He said it'd be gd to join the dad and I for something but Idk what to suggest and kind of nervous bc the last time he saw me my teeth were disjointed like the kraken caves and my hair was pre-insanity my voice was only about six octaves higher 

but my soul was at least six levels of damnation less condemned into the satanic circles of hell amid the flies that emerge in summer and have the audacity to crawl ALL DOWN YOUR STRAW whilst simultaneously deploying its wingman sidefly (lmfao get it) to simultaneously caress the curcumference  and I'm scared I'll disappoint him when he sees what I've become: what frightens me the most about not just my superficial metamorphosis, but how much three years has changed me: how much I've allowed these past three years to change me

But above all

ok plane is awaiting bi ✈️

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